So, so, so , so de-fucking-termined. So i've decided that yes.. this is the year of change. i've been doing okay so far, when it comes to one thing. the others are coming along.. the hardest unfortunately is skipping school LOL. it's mostly day 1's but i'm gonna stop that too. i've already got about 6 absenses for gym which is the only class i really care about. and physics is always just hard but i can't really do much about that. man, of all people i should know this already, but it always surprises me when things happen or people do things that you least expect. it's a real doozy it is. oh well, i have to stop drinking, but i dunno.. every weekend i find a reason to.. but i'm going to try and cut down atleast, it takes a little at a time. and it's about time to put into action my find me a new boy scheme... i've already got things a churning in my mind. that's just me.. always thinking ahead. gosh life has been so boring for me lately, it's a good thing and a bad thing. boring means no trouble.. but then again, boring means NO trouble. and we all know how self-sabotaging people like me like trouble.. anyways.. there's not really much to say right now but just thoguht i'd put something out there.
p.s. I want to go KARAOKING SOOOOOOOOOO BAD ! mannn, i saw an episode of one tree hill and been feeling it since... i've yet to decide who to go with but damn.. i can't WAIIITTT.. i'm thinking girls night but knowing me.. i fucking HATE girls nightt =( boooo-urns.. i'll think of something. i ALWAYS do.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Sunday, January 4, 2009
and it's about time..
TO MAKE RESOLUTIONS !!!! YAYYYY ! yes my friends.. it's the new year. and my am i glad because last year was pretty FUCKED for me.. but i live because i'm gangster. and for the year 2009 i only have one major resolution that i'm going to try and achieve... and that is..
1) STOP BEING A LITTLE BITCH AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT YOUR LIFE..
yupp, that basically somes up about everything i want to do in every area in life. it's gonna be hard.. but i'm determined i swear. of course this is what i happen to say EVERY year but hey, what can you do.
and i've decided that i am going to let things go.. because get all dramatic about the new year saying new starts and what not and as much as i make fun of them, i suppose i kinda want to do that same thing. it's gon' be hard but hey, i've always set impossible goals for myself.. keeps shit interesting.
sooo RANDOM FACT time : since the beginning of winter break i've fucked up my sleeping scheduale so today i am going to fix it.. i've had 5 hours sleep and i'm gonna try and go the rest of the day without sleeping.. so i need distractions, and i need them constantly. it's gonna be hard but i'll do it.. school is tomorrow and i have to get to sleep because at the rate i'm going.. i'll be the walking dead when it comes around. and i'll probably end up sleep walking.. hopefully school is cancelled tomorrow, even for just a day...
and P,S. FUCK THE SNOW !
1) STOP BEING A LITTLE BITCH AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT YOUR LIFE..
yupp, that basically somes up about everything i want to do in every area in life. it's gonna be hard.. but i'm determined i swear. of course this is what i happen to say EVERY year but hey, what can you do.
and i've decided that i am going to let things go.. because get all dramatic about the new year saying new starts and what not and as much as i make fun of them, i suppose i kinda want to do that same thing. it's gon' be hard but hey, i've always set impossible goals for myself.. keeps shit interesting.
sooo RANDOM FACT time : since the beginning of winter break i've fucked up my sleeping scheduale so today i am going to fix it.. i've had 5 hours sleep and i'm gonna try and go the rest of the day without sleeping.. so i need distractions, and i need them constantly. it's gonna be hard but i'll do it.. school is tomorrow and i have to get to sleep because at the rate i'm going.. i'll be the walking dead when it comes around. and i'll probably end up sleep walking.. hopefully school is cancelled tomorrow, even for just a day...
and P,S. FUCK THE SNOW !
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