and i'd just do anything.

Just about ANYTHING, to stall from doing my homework. All of which isn't really due until Tuesday but I want to actually be a diligent student for once in my dull life. Obviously, that's a lot harder to do than it seems. Even better, homework isn't the only thing that's on my ever so short must do list. I'm moving in about a week, and I haven't even cleaned up my room yet, let alone pack. As much as I complain about moving farther away from civilization as it is, truth really is I love moving around. My attention span rivals that of a gnat so, as much of a hassle it is.. it keeps me entertained.. in some sort of way.
On another bitter note, I am a FAILURE. As much as i vowed to do so, I couldn't. My friends, i have failed to go all of November without drinking. As of last weekend, I officially have 0% self-control. BULLSHIT ! Seventeen days left, ladies and gentlemen, and I couldn't even do that shit. I could blame my support system for not being so supportive (fucking jennifer..) but, i know in the end it's my own fault. Maturity is over-rated. But, speaking of whack shit.. can somebody please tell me when i turned back into an LG.. like a realll hurtin' LG.
see:
Okay, so as i was explaining.. so there are my sexy girlfriends looking all good and shit, and from the start this picture is normal. Now if you look at the other circle you so that stupid corona bottle in my hand... being displayed... like i'm trying to prove how "hardcore" i am. Now trust me, this was NOT done on purpose, but when i saw this picture i was so disappointed in myself.. I just saw this damn picture and flashbacked to my elementary school days where i'd drink a quarter of a beer and on my msn name i'd put "SO FUCKING WASTED, BEST NIGHT EVER !!!!!!!!!!" and to prove my point i'd choose a few select friends to talk to.. purposely typing like a retard to encourage the fact that i was 'drunk'.. but, anyways.. that's your vent/confession of the day.. sorry Michael for making you go through that LOL ! and by the way, if you can't read my chicken scratch (via: paint) it says "me = fag" which pretty much about sums everything i'm trying to say. By the way, this is the picture from the exact same week i broke my drinking vow as well.. man not only did i FAIL but i had to document it as well... brains: i have none.
And then on a sweeter note: i went shopping yesterday.. that made me pretty happy.. it just goes to show, sometimes i CAN be a girl =) fuck you bitches who don't believe, and trust me one day i will go that special month without drinking. I believe in myself.. even though everything i've done from the day i was born is telling me not too.

Random fact: I like to talk about LG's like i'm so much above them.. technically I am still one. Which really in the end means that i should go cut myself right about now.
PEACE