just REALLY fucking SUCK ? now let me tell you, me and god have this interesting love/hate relationship.. i swear this to be true. but, lately i feel that his love is slowly being engulfed by the hate. karma some would say but i was never the kind of girl to believe in that.. i'd say that the big guy's pulling a pretty nasty prank called vengeance on me. s'all goot though. i can handle whatever the guy pulls on me, JUST WATCH ME !
one thing i notice he really likes to do is make timing of the most inconvenience. i mean seriously.. that one fucking day i decide NOT to stay home.. and you pull that on me !!!!!! god, shit like that makes me so fucking angry.. and goddamnit this could probably be solved if i jumped off this high horse that i'm on but fuck that.
come to think of it, you don't deserve me hopping off my high horse anyways.. i'm supposed to be over all this shit. so i wont. and i'll torture myself like i always do. but, in the end i will not give in. i fucking refuse. you play a good fucking game.. and to top it off you always were an asshole..
and i HATE how much i fucking like it..
worst of all, i hate how much you know it. Game on.
Random Fact: i am a pretty big hypocrite. althgouh i think i'm the shit, i fucking hate people who think they are better than me. Fuck that you shitty fuck. i'm not some injured girl you have to watch out for.. i'm don't get phased over things easily. i'm not stupid, so don't treat me like i am. don't worry about me, because i got my own damn self covered /end rant
P.S. winter break cannot come fast enough. i'm just sick and tired of all this shit. i need to get away.. AGAIN.
keep it gangster, chrizzle.
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