and here i am.

staying home from school yet again.. it's not FULLY my fault i swear, i only wanted to skip physics and french which is bad enough but my mom was like mind as well skip the rest of the day too, hopefully she drives me to english though. i would go myself but it's not my fault i live in the middle of the abyss now. where there are no skytrains in sight and buses come every half an hour.. so fuck that is what i say. English is kind of important today thgouh, so i'm hoping i can make it. but, anyways.. i'm gonna try and make a promise that i won't skip now until christmas break.. hopefully that will work but knowing me.. it won't.
on another note, i didn't really do much this weekend.. because i lost my phone and life pretty much sucks without it. but i did go to friends birthday, which was fun but made me never want to drink again lol.. maybe that's a good thing though. too many people got jacked up in the end.. i did not for the first time in my life. and then on saturday all i did was hang out with my favourite white boys.. haven't had fun like that in a long time.. but, still my so called friend would introduce me to his girlfriend last????? that is so mean, i would SO behave when there is someone new around.. for a bit. but i guess i could see where he's coming from.. i am a cougar after all.. those fuckers !

RANDOM FACT: i'm so sad right now.. i know why but, i don't wanna say why. Bitch move? totally but, as we all know.. i am the queen bitch.
P.S. I also got totally locked in my own bathroom yesterday.. and i thoguht my family went out shopping so i was gonna be in there for at least a couple hours. but, then as i'm trying to maguiver or however you spell it, my way out i hear giggling from the other side.. so i'm like WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?! and start banging on the door and finally my mom opens it and i'm like freaking out like the person i am and she has the nerve to say "i know the door's like that, you have to push it in" and then i'm thinking like what the hell did it look like i was trying to do for the last ten minutes??? well fuck that, man and my brother just laughs and then right then they fix the door.. fucking fuckers. that was probably the worst 10 minutes of my life.